My first blog of the year. Oldonyo Sabuk always evokes life out of me.
I candidly look back at where my love for nature begun and how far it has brought me. I hope someone can gain strength from this.
Catherine Yesterday, I spent half my day in the hospital, and most of my day literally puking my guts out. I was seated someplace outside after having spent hours hooked to an IV, and this woman approached me. Catherine is her name. Like every concerned Human, she wanted to know why I was crying. I... Continue Reading →
i think! i imagine myself lost in the abyss of a movie theater! the red seats, the beautiful roof, the roundness of the room, how subtle, the lights, oh the lights, and i'm just seated there in my thoughts, spinning round and round and round, bearing bits and flashes of what has been my life.... Continue Reading →
the community into which every child enters defines the child! isn't that right cucu? isn't this how our community dictated i should turn out to be? Apologetic! afraid to live out today, because what happened yesterday must count, and what should happen tomorrow should be planned for? cucu, why is it that i am not... Continue Reading →
Image by Lothar Dieterich from Pixabay like moments fall around us like rain like snow, every body has eyes whether they see or not, and bones, and skin, and a face, and a heart , and a stomach. all which seem to be meant for keeping you, sustain you, manifest you, grow you. but really,... Continue Reading →
Image by Free-Photos from Pixabay sometimes pain, disappointment, frustration, and despair comes at you, like waves in the ocean. leaving you drowning in the ocean of your own tears. sometimes even your inner-strength doesn't cut it, these tears do not care for your resistance, resilience, or determination to remain strong, they are here to unravel... Continue Reading →
Image by Colin Behrens from Pixabay where there is light, darkness is approaching. when the sun basks in the glory of its heat, the moon is waiting to howl through the night, yet, when all seems lost, forgotten, torn apart, impossible, and traumatizing, we figure that life is unfair to us. we forget that its... Continue Reading →
Image by Enrique Meseguer from Pixabay sometimes Saturday nights come bearing redemption. like the angel of light, sometimes it comes dazzled in glitter, brilliance, and fulfillment. … and sometimes, like the dark demon of the night, it comes ready to tear apart, destroy, burn, scatter the ashes where the wind never goes. … sometimes, Saturdays... Continue Reading →