Catherine Yesterday, I spent half my day in the hospital, and most of my day literally puking my guts out. I was seated someplace outside after having spent hours hooked to an IV, and this woman approached me. Catherine is her name. Like every concerned Human, she wanted to know why I was crying. I … Continue reading The Last Post! Post 101
i think! i imagine myself lost in the abyss of a movie theater! the red seats, the beautiful roof, the roundness of the room, how subtle, the lights, oh the lights, and i’m just seated there in my thoughts, spinning round and round and round, bearing bits and flashes of what has been my life. … Continue reading Movie Theater
Sometimes a girl knows, None of it is real. It’s a game of charades It’s “Let me sketch an idea for you While you base your soul purpose just to make it comes true”…. The concept of Dreams Come True Only this time… You really are convinced of the promise that never bears fruit… Because … Continue reading Darkness is Inevitable
We are not perfect, We make mistakes, We screw up! I know that now dad, I know that! I want you to know I miss you, I need you to come home. I forgive you. I know none of what happened between mom and you had anything to do with us, I know that … Continue reading Can We Please?
That new connect is going too well, almost too good to be true. And then, something finally goes down, Ah, there it is, the fuckening! We’ve all been there. You get screwed over a couple times, and suddenly you’re using “fuckening” as a real word 😂 Here’s the thing though, is it really so bad? … Continue reading The Fuckening
the community into which every child enters defines the child! isn’t that right cucu? isn’t this how our community dictated i should turn out to be? Apologetic! afraid to live out today, because what happened yesterday must count, and what should happen tomorrow should be planned for? cucu, why is it that i am not … Continue reading Apologetic
Image by Lothar Dieterich from Pixabay like moments fall around us like rain like snow, every body has eyes whether they see or not, and bones, and skin, and a face, and a heart , and a stomach. all which seem to be meant for keeping you, sustain you, manifest you, grow you. but really, … Continue reading 3 am
Image by Free-Photos from Pixabay sometimes pain, disappointment, frustration, and despair comes at you, like waves in the ocean. leaving you drowning in the ocean of your own tears. sometimes even your inner-strength doesn’t cut it, these tears do not care for your resistance, resilience, or determination to remain strong, they are here to unravel … Continue reading Tears
Image by Lars Wicher from Pixabay there is something romantic about morning walks, birds flying in twos, singing melodies of praise to mother nature, and melodies of love spread upon the approaching blue sky, the morning star refusing to go to sleep waiting for the golden sunrise peers into the sky, the lingering blue daylight … Continue reading Morning Walks
Image by Colin Behrens from Pixabay where there is light, darkness is approaching. when the sun basks in the glory of its heat, the moon is waiting to howl through the night, yet, when all seems lost, forgotten, torn apart, impossible, and traumatizing, we figure that life is unfair to us. we forget that its … Continue reading We Forget Its Not All Bad
